God knows

It amazes me sometimes to see how God directs us, and leads us when we have no clue why. Last week Derek kept calling and telling me I should fly out to Virginia for the weekend, just to get away and spend some time together. I said "no way, we have no money". Well I looked into our checking account and saw we had more money then I thought ( for the record I tend to not look into our account, in fear of what I might find :)) . And then I said " no I cant go because it wouldnt be very nice for my parents to come over and visit us, to have me take off. but when I talked to my mom she said I should go, and they would love to watch the kids. So now I was running out of excuses, so I looked online for flights and found one that I thought would be good, and I called Derek , but he said that time wouldnt work well for him because I would have to take a taxi to the airport, which I didnt want to do, so I thought it is just not meant to be. Well after I prayed some more, and more, i went back online and checked one more time, and what would you know : There was a flight that wasnt on there earlier, leaving at the time that would work!! So after that I figured God was telling me to do it, and I ran out of excuses. Well as stated earlier last week was a nightmare!!! Everything just blew up, and chaos ensued. And I realized God knew exactly what I needed before I even knew it!! I so need to get away and spend some time with Derek where I can re-group and repair from all the damage from this past week. I am amazed how God takes care of us, even when we have no clue.