Almost over

Well we are almost done with this chaotic situation. Jeremy will be boarding his plane in a few hours, and I am looking forward to the relief that will follow. He has calmed down and apologized, but unfortunatley he still thinks that what he did was right, just that he apologized for the way things turned out. He doesnt see what could have happened, and doesnt see the hurt he caused me. He thinks we can all go back to the way it was and be happy for him until he goes. But that can not be. I look at him and see him as a threat to my family, he broke my complete trust in him. What if I was to say or do something that would upset him again, would he do more than just threats? We showed him the right path, and for awhile he was heading onto that path, but he saw the life he was missing over on the wrong path, and ran back to it, and tried pulling my kids with him. I cant risk my childrens future because of his lies and manipulations, so he is packed and ready to go. I cant believe that all this happened so quickly, but I am thankful to be getting my family back in order again. We have all been agitated and tense this past week, so I think we will all feel relieved when this is over. We did what God called us to do, but in the end it is ultimately Jeremy's decision if he will follow God's path.
I cant begin to thank everyone for their kind words to me this past week. I was so saddened and so hurt, and doubted who I was, but God and my friends showed me the truth. I know who I am, and what I have done, and I dont need some spoiled brat to tell me otherwise. :)