Change of heart

As stated earlier, I enjoy watching all the shows about families with big families. For a couple of reasons, I relate to alot of what they have going on with them, and I can sometimes come up with good ideas, or I feel really depressed that I could never measure up. I have always been against the thought of people filming our family, and the horror of actually people watching our life. I mean we have a great life, but would I want the whole world to see my melt downs? My unclean house? My children having tantrums? I think not. Well a few weeks ago I turned into the new episode of "John and Kate plus 8". They were moving into their new house, which was HUGE!!! They must be making alot of money from their show which would allow them to move to such a place, and I being a little jealous, thought "why cant we get that?" I am not asking for much mind you, I dont need a huge house, maybe a house on the beach would be okay, and honestly I would just settle to be debt free right about now. But then I think on the other side, would I really want my family to be exploited like that? Would I feel good knowing where this money was coming from? And I must say, I am quite happy with quiet exsistence, we dont need national fame to be happy. Besides I enjoy watching them far more then I would enjoy watching myself.