Well we are almost done with this chaotic situation. Jeremy will be boarding his plane in a few hours, and I am looking forward to the relief that will follow. He has calmed down and apologized, but unfortunatley he still thinks that what he did was right, just that he apologized for the way things turned out. He doesnt see what could have happened, and doesnt see the hurt he caused me. He thinks we can all go back to the way it was and be happy for him until he goes. But that can not be. I look at him and see him as a threat to my family, he broke my complete trust in him. What if I was to say or do something that would upset him again, would he do more than just threats? We showed him the right path, and for awhile he was heading onto that path, but he saw the life he was missing over on the wrong path, and ran back to it, and tried pulling my kids with him. I cant risk my childrens future because of his lies and manipulations, so he is packed and ready to go. I cant believe that all this happened so quickly, but I am thankful to be getting my family back in order again. We have all been agitated and tense this past week, so I think we will all feel relieved when this is over. We did what God called us to do, but in the end it is ultimately Jeremy's decision if he will follow God's path.
I cant begin to thank everyone for their kind words to me this past week. I was so saddened and so hurt, and doubted who I was, but God and my friends showed me the truth. I know who I am, and what I have done, and I dont need some spoiled brat to tell me otherwise. :)
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Almost over
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
What a day!!
What a day I had yesterday. I wont go into all the details, but I will say that we are sending Jeremy back to Washington as soon as we can. We had a falling out on Monday night because of something he said to my daughter that made me very mad. I had to go to a church meeting, and I didnt get back until late. Well the next morning I found out a lot of things that were said after I left. Such as I abuse my children, threats to call CPS. Those sort of things. I picked up Jeremy from school and told him not to threaten me or my family again, and I told him I want him out. Now in case you are wondering if I hit him or something , no I didnt, and even if I wanted to I couldnt!! So it comes down to him being mad at me and wanting to hit me where it would hurt the most. Yesterday Derek talked to him on the phone, and once I talked to Derek again, Derek was worried enough to tell me he needs to leave the house immediatly for our family's safety. So as it stands right now he is staying at his friend's house because " I am too scared to come back." He took off his mask and I saw him for what he was, and what he would be capable of doing if we stood in his way of getting what he wanted. It is a relief though, he brings stress constantly to us, and we are constantly trying to pull him in the right direction, it gets tiring. In fact the girls told me that they were glad he was going back. So please pray for us the next couple of days, that we would all stay calm and things wouldnt get more out of hand. And also for my family in Washington who is about to get this boy back!! I feel most sorry for them.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Our hero!!
We found out awhile back why Derek doesn't have to go back to Iraq this year, of why he was suddenly pulled off the roster. Derek's chief came up to him and told him that he was so upset when he saw how Matthias reacted when Derek left; Matthias was crying and screaming for his dad, that the chief told Derek that he would never want to have Matthias go through that again, that he immediatly pulled Derek off the roster. In fact, after the guys left, the chief went home and cried because of Matthias!!
So Matthias has been bumped up to our favorite child. hee-hee.......
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 Predictions
Top Ten Predictions For 2009
1. The Bible will still have all the answers.
2. Prayer will still work.
3. The Holy Spirit will still move.
4. God will still inhabit the praises of His people.
5. There will still be God-anointed preaching.
6. There will still be singing of praise to God.
7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people.
8. There will still be room at the Cross.
9. Jesus will still love you.
10. Jesus will still save the lost.
God whispers in your soul and speaks to your mind. Sometimes when you
don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at you.
It's your choice:
Listen to the whisper, or wait for the brick.
~~unknown
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