About time

Well it has been awhile I see since I have blogged. I have lots to say, just little patience to do it. I am definetly the type of person that likes to keep things bottled up until I explode, or have a meltdown. I officially had one last weekend, so now that I am drained, I guess now would be a good time to start over and blog once again.
To start off with, I dont really want to talk much about the last couple of months, not the best months of my life, and I was informed by someone today, that I whine too much. Which I never thought I did, I tend to put on my happy face, and move on, but it hurt me deeply, and now I feel a little guarded by what I should now bitch and moan about.
As you can see I am still a little sore and hurt from everything, so I might come off as a wounded Bear (which is what I am. :) ) So I am sorry if I have said or done anything that might have seemed judgmental or selfish. I know I can be at times both, I usually admit to such things. I never want to be the last to know what is wrong with me, I like to do the Jennifer bashing first. But I found it funny this week that I was told I was a "miss goody two shoes", and also a "whiner". How can I be both? Who knows, I am human people, and although I try to be the best I can be, I do fall horribly short on almost each and every day. I guess if you love me you should just accept that.
Anywho, moving on...... the summer was a bummer in many ways. (which I will not get into, as I stated earlier). But I am looking forward to the fall, well the fall that happens in the mainland, although we really wont see one here. JoJo's birthday is around the corner, homeschool is moving along, halloween costumes are being planned, drooling over thanksgiving meal already starting. :) I am happy that God has blessed me greatly, even if sometimes I dont see the blessing through the pain.
I hope that I will continue to blog, it does feel better to dump all my crap on my computer. (figuratively, not literally) I do feel better now, thanks for reading my ramblings, even if you skipped the middle part. ha!! :)